Gegen - Missbrauch e.V.

the past isn't over

she was so lonely
she was so sad
she was driven crazy
and became so mad

she was allday alone
and had so many fears
she was bleeding a lot
and cried too many of these red tears

she couldn't run away from it
she had it all time in her mind
she felt so much pain
and was for seeing nice things too blind

she had problems to sleep
had too many fears of the dreams
woke up in thw darkness of the night
and didn't know what it means

he screamed at her too many times
and she couldn't run away from the fight
and now it's over
but she never stops fighting at night

and now she knows
the past isn't over
in her head...

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"glaube nicht, immer stark sein zu müssen, denn zuzugeben, dass du das nicht kannst, ist stärker als jede schwäche zu verschweigen. du darfst."

"I'm just a faked picture, that is still believing, it lived."

the past isn´t over

sometime you cries
and doesn´t know how to stop it
wishing to be far away

clouds a hanging over me
and killing all my words

sometime my life is happy and
I´m not thinking about it
than it feels like
the past is over

but reality comes harder as you can imagine
without warning

the past isn´t over
and will never be

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Nur die die dich wirklich lieben, versuchen deine Mauern zu verstehen, lernen sie zu akzeptieren und versuchen mit ihnen umzugehen.

Wir werden alle als Engel geboren, nur manchen werden die Flügel genommen.

das hätte meine tochter schreiben können.....

es tut so weh, ihr diese ängste besonders in der nacht nicht nehmen zu können, ihr nicht beistehen zu können

hexchen