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There're no words to say...Thinking I had a hold...Give my Life...and invaiably they leave me with Nothing...A silence that chilled my soul...It can't be true...I wish I could dream...I can't sleep at night...I heave no tears to cry

You're not left with nothing - you have us! You have yourself.

Start trusting in your own strength. You don't need anybody else to survive! And when you've reached this goal you can search for someone to share your strength with!

Don't give up hope - don't give up yourself...

I wish you that you get back the tears to cry - as it is releasing!

Sasa

Thanks for your words Sasa

...how could I learn to know white tears, when I just know red tears?

Hi LittleGirl,

white tears are new... new things can be learned. Let's say it's like a foreign language - you learn some words, some grammar... after a while you can speak a bit!

Let your feelings come out - allow yourself to feel the pain. It's hard - I know! It hurts... but you feel the release afterwards. It's good to led it out. Don't punish yourself for being sad but live your emotions. Let your body live, let your body be the host of your soul... let your soul move into your body. Make your soul a comfortable home, so that it wants to live with you. Respect yourself.

Warmest regards,

Sasa

Thanks for your words Sasita

At this point in my life I've done so many things wrong I don't know if I can do right. It's been a hard road...
Although I've mostly walked in the shandowas I'm still searching for the light. One day I will find it...for that I pray...
I'll be dreaming of a life of ease

you be right Sasita
there's still time to save my soul

Take Care

LittleGirl